We

It's been a long time since I wrote here.

Recently, someone found me, and asked for my help with healing. It's prompted me to do some thinking, and a little morning research soulsearch.

I need to talk about mitochondria.

They are as important as you or me, and not enough people say so. I want it out here in the information archives. So do they.

We speak about them in science fiction. Even I do.

Because of that, what I'm going to say about them will sound like familiar fiction. The thing is, it's all simple truth.

Inside nearly every living cell is at least one mitochondrion (singular of mitochondria).

Popular scientific theory says that mitochondria are related to bacteria--maybe Purple Non Sulfur Bacteria--and weren't part of other living cells on Earth until about 1.7 billion years ago. It is thought that at that time, mitochondria wrapped themselves inside simple cells and began to provide respiration for the cell.

It is commonly believed that the function of mitochondria is to provide energy to the cell. They do that. But they do much more.

Without mitochondria, you and I wouldn't live. Nor would any other plant or animal larger than bacteria. We have a symbiotic relationship. We provide them a place to live and propagate, and they give us the electricity of life.

Mitochondria have their own DNA. They are separate beings from us.

Every cell inside us contains at least one mitochondrion. Most contain more. There are countless mitochondria inside the very stuff that makes our bodies. Way down in every cell, patroling the innards of our structures, plugging in, sustaining the energy of the cell. Countless little beings inside every living being.

If all the mitochondria in your body turned themselves "on" at once, you would produce 20,000 volts of electricty. They're powerful.

I learned about mitochondria about twelve years ago.

I was healing people by entering their cells to discover, and perhaps remedy any problems at that level. I was accosted by strange, tubular, wormish things, each time I put my mind into a cell. They wanted me to notice them.

When finally I paid them attention, I began to hear their voice. They told me they were mitochondria, but that they prefered me to call them, "We". They asked me to learn about them.

I know. Science fiction, right?

It's weird. But it's absolutely true. Not only did they ask me to learn about them, but they started teaching me about them. I've got endless teachers in them. Every living thing contains more than I can count, or even comprehend. Before they urged me to learn about them, I had only a ninth grade biology understanding of mitochondria.

I'm certain biologists could talk circles around me about mitochondria and their functions. I still don't have a formal education in cellular biology. I have a hard time with scientific terms for cellular functions. I prefer to call parts of the cell, "the purple squiggly things", "those crane-looking legoesque cell-machines" and the like.

Here are some things We have taught me about them: They are what brought the spark of life to our planet. They're that unexplained thing in the primordial ooze that made life on Earth begin. And they did it quite on purpose.

We are on a quest through the physical universe. They are exploring life with the rest of us--AS the rest of us. And also as and for themselves.

They all talk to each other all of the time. Every mitochondrion is a part of their whole. This means that a mitochondrion in your left thumb is speaking to one in mine. They're speaking to one in everyone's thumb. And to the complex bacteria on Mars. And to sky whales on a gas giant sixty thousand light years from here. You get the idea.

Here's more science fiction for you--mitochondria are "The Force". Quite literally.

I've never met George Lucas, but I can tell you right now that we have knowlege in common.

I grew up on Star Wars--the first three. When the fourth movie came out, I resisted seeing it. I didn't watch it for at least a year after it came out. During that year of ignoring the movie, I was learning about mitochondria. Finally giving in to curiosity, I decided to make sure the Star Wars Saga hadn't been ruined.

The fourth movie is okay. It's not the best of them, and I wasn't totally impressed by it on my first viewing.

I was, however, quite impressed with one quick scene.

Quigon Jin (please don't send me hateful comments if I mispelled the honorable Jedi's name) is explaining to Anikin Skywalker's mom about why Ani is so special. He mentions mitachlorines, and explains just a little about how they live inside us, and we have a symbiotic relationship, and that they ARE THE FORCE.

I freaked out.

I'd just learned this about mitochondria, independantly. It was being reaffirmed. I'd just learned that one can become very familiar, very confident with the voice and power of We--enough to use them to manipulate the physical realm.

Yoda and Vader, and all those dudes are using the electrical fields of mitochondria when they throw things about, or read minds, or control minds, or jump really, really high into the air. All those feats are possible.

I know. Science Fiction. Literally.

But also truth.

People will talk about the wisdom of Star Wars a hundred years from now, just as they bespeak the genius of 20,000 Leagues Under the Sea with its fantastic predictions, and uncanny understanding of the possibilities of the natural world.

But for now, you can talk to your mitochondria.

You can let them know that you know who they are. That without them, all this fun in physicality wouldn't be possible.

You can ask them to speak with you. You can learn to recognize their voice. You can immerse yourself in the Flow of Life and merge with their consciousness. It's as simple as listening to yourself think. We are your body. They are your partners in discovery.

More on We later.

Enjoy your day. Love your mitochondria.

Where Does Your Mind Go?

What do you do when you're focused?

Where can your mind go? I'm sure you know I'm going to answer, "Anywhere." It's totally true.

Who here has heard of Remote Viewing? Chances are, if you've found this blog, you're familiar with remote viewing.

The term came to be common in the mid-nineties, after a group of once secret government (military) special soldiers came into public view. Members of the group not only came out to the public, but they began teaching other people how to remote view.

I've never attended any of the "official" meetings, trainings, or seminars, but when the whole remote viewing thing came to light, I recognized it as what I'd been practicing for years.

We can all remote view. All it is, is focusing your mind. It's exactly what I teach people how to do.

Seriously, once you have a grasp on your mind, you can direct it to any whim you have. You can travel instantly to anywhere. Wherever you can imagine.

This is where I have to tell you that imagination is no silly little brain fart.

Imagination is the key to creating reality.

If there were no imagination, there would be no creation. For an idea to become more than a thought zipping around in the ether, bashing into brain after brain, an awake mind must pay attention and use his or her imagination to bring it into physical being. Imagination is the beginning of all invention.

Without imagination, there would be no language, no math, no desire, or philosophy, or motivation.

If your mind is focused, your imagination is easily translated into reality. So much so, that you may enter a person's body, and make changes in it that will be instantly REAL.

I have put my mind into cancerous tumors and actually watched them leave the person's body as I did it. Physically. Right that moment. Chunks of cancer. I'm absolutely serious.

I did it by finding my mind, moving it inside the person, finding the cancer, and speaking with the cancerous cells of the tumor. I told them to break their protein shells, to listen to the body's plan, to pay attention to their perfect blueprint. I told the cancer it was running wild, not building cells as it should. I willed it to break apart. And it did.

It sometimes takes some time. It sometimes takes seeing a person for a year, or two years, or more. But with your mind, you can manipulate the physical reality of the inside of someone's body.

You can regrow myelin sheathing.
You can regrow telomores, raise telomerase, testosterone, progesterone, whatever chemical the body needs or doesn't need.
You can enter the cellular structure of a person, plant, animal, mineral, whatever. And you can go beyond that.
You can find the building blocks of evolution and trait. You can witness the geneological center of humanity within every body. You can float along the living, breathing, helixes of life--DNA.
You can speak to mitochondria, the lifeforms in every living cell, carriers and providers of the spark of LIFE. Tiny creatures that make all life possible, beings with their OWN DNA you can explore, the eldest blueprints of physicality.

These are examples of what you can do when your mind becomes a tool of your will.

Practice. Use your creative imagination to change the world consciously.

And tell me how you're doing.

(No one's found the color I was thinking of in the last post, yet.)

Clarification

Clarity: Clearness, Lucidity, Visibility, Sharpness...

Our goal in viewing reality in order to affect it is to be clear and lucid, seeing with sharpness of mind.

Unfortunately, in teaching the techniques I use to affect reality, I find that it's clarity which is the big detractor. Countless people have said to me that they just can't figure out when their brains are "in Theta".

Let's do a few things to provide some clarity.

First, remember that you're not in your body. Think of yourself as being a living piece of reality. You actually ARE part of everything. The part of everything that sees itself as separate, uses your mind as a hand to manipulate and explore the rest of you. If you were a drop of water in an ocean, your mind would be part of you that draws the line between you and the rest of the ocean.

I'm thinking of a very specific color as I write this. What color am I thinking of?

Yes, I wrote this in the past as far as you're concerned. You'll have to visit the past (MY past) to discern the answer. How will you do that?

You'll make your mind quiet. Let go of all thoughts that bounce through your perception. Don't think you have to banish thought, just let thoughts slip away when you find them. You can help to rid yourself of other thoughts by thinking as clearly and loudly as possible, "The color that Kevin was thinking about when he wrote that post is---" Concentrate on the answer.

Your mind is traveling through time and space to find the answer.

I've let a huge wave of thought go from here into the ocean. I'm broadcasting it loud. You should be able to find it.

You are focusing your mind to a specific task. You're ignoring as much as possible all outside physical influence, and all other thoughts. You are searching through the ocean for a flash of color, a long, solid thought that was let loose from this moment of writing.

Try and do this with as little effort as possible. Just think about what color I'm thinking of, and as much of nothing else as possible. You'll probably second, third, and seventh guess yourself. If this happens, just relax.

If you need to give yourself a familiar place to "see" with your mind, picture a movie, tv, or computer screen in your mind's eye, and project upon that screen, your thoughts about what color I'm thinking of. Let the colors run across the screen as they come, but keep thinking that you want to know the exact color I was thinking when I wrote this.

Listen for words in your head.

Thoughts are vocalized in our brain. We recognize when we're thinking, when we're talking to ourselves. Listen to yourself. Listen to those thoughts that slide so easily through your mind, that you barely recognize they are there. Find them, honor them, but if they're not helping you in this task, let them slide on by.

You are using your mind now, to find a fairly obscure bit of information. But you can find it.

Please try now to find out what color I'm thinking of. Be gentle. Be aware.

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You may not get the color.

This is not the importance of the excercise, however.

What I want you to learn from seeking out the color I'm thinking about, is where you see with your mind. While you tick through colors, and let go of thoughts, you are focusing your mind. You are learning how it operates. You're stretching it, and moving it, and letting it slip back to its preferred position aftward.

If you had no idea where your hand was, but you knew you could use it to feel things, after a time or two of feeling things, you'd probably discover the location of your hand. After you know where it is, you must use it consciously to use it dexterously. Don't expect to be playing guitar the day after you learn that you can wiggle your fingers, either.

Find your mind.

Unfortunately, I can't just point to it. You must learn where it is, and where it is is everywhere. So you have to learn how to feel it, how to use it. You've got to start touching some things, bumping up against boundaries, plucking at the random strings of reality, until you can wiggle your fingers just right.

By putting you through excercises, I help you to flex your mind muscle. By flexing it, you'll find it.

As I said, I feel my mind in my head, my heart, and all around me. I focus in on different pieces of it to use it constructively. You do this, too, you just need to recognize it.

See if you can learn what color I was thinking of. See if it comes to you quickly, or if it takes some time. Remember, you're traveling through time and space to get the answer, it could take a while for you to do. You may quit, only to have the color come to you later in the day, while you're doing something else.

At any rate, it will help you practice, and go a long way toward locating just where it is that you see and feel with your mind.

Leave some comments, let me know what color you found I was thinking of. Let me know if my analogies are crazy and vague. This stuff sometimes gets a little "automatic writing-like" when I start going. Channeled from ME.

I hope this helps.

Find Your Mind

We need to talk about how to focus your mind.

The question I get most often is, "How do I know that I'm doing it?"

Here's a few answers in the form of questions: "How do you know you're thinking?" "How do you know you're talking?" "Walking?" "Breathing?"

Using your mind becomes as automatic as any of the things you do in your life. But you have to learn how to do all of those things.

Most likely, you can't remember when you learned to walk. (If you can't walk, bear with me here, and use another typical thing humans do.) However, you do know that you didn't come into life doing it. You had to learn.

Walking is something that humans just naturally want to do. We try until we do. And walking is no easy task. I've heard walking described as controlled falling. Think about it, each step is a risk, a daunting task that overcomes the physical forces surrounding us. And most of us do it all the time without a second thought. We fall and catch ourselves over and over, sometimes for miles. Once we learn to walk, it's automatic.

The same holds true for using your mind to heal, or change reality, or even view reality. You must first learn how to do it. Once you've learned, it's as easy as walking, or seeing, or reading, or thinking. It's a natural human function. It's something you do all day long. Like breathing.

Breathing. That first breath of air is excruciating. It dries our lungs. It's cold, and filled with things our womb was not. But not to breathe means to die, and so we learn a hurtful, neccessary bodily function in a split second. Breathe or die. It's automatic.

Walk or stay sitting.
Read or ignore writing.
Talk or be mute.
Recognize the abilities of your mind, or stay unaware.

In order to focus your mind, you need to do a few things:

1. Realize your mind is there.
2. Find where your mind resides in physical reality.
3. Exercise it.

Realizing your mind is there should be relatively easy. You're thinking, feeling, experiencing, and being. There must be something that allows these things to happen. That thing is your mind.

Your mind uses your body to interact in the physical realm. That's what your body is for. It's a mind-vehicle. Your brain is the computer that runs the vehicle. Your mind uses the computer to store information. Surely, your mind writes programs for your brain. Surely, there are some basic programs written that come with all brains in reality.

Your brain controls so much of your body automatically, that if you were to take away it's automatic systems, your mind would be too busy trying to do things like process air, and food, and environmental stimulation to do anything but work on keeping your body alive.

As things stand, we don't have to use our minds to keep our bodies working. It's written into the brain to do those things like make your heart beat, lungs breathe, and organize and order the rest of the body and its myriad of processes.

Our minds don't actually spend much time in our bodies at all. And this is where the difficulty comes when I tell people to find their mind.

If your mind only gets in its car now and then, where is it the rest of the time?

It's all around you.

Now, take some time to REALLY GET THIS. Your mind is everywhere, all the time. It's everywhere.

Every.
Where.

Let me just lay this out here, and hopefully I'll get back to it later in more detail. If I don't, please remind me to explain how I came to this realization:

Your mind is a hand of God.

Now I have to talk about God, don't I?

If it isn't blatently obvious, I don't believe in religion. Not as it stands within human civilization. I think that maybe, a long time ago, when humans were constructed, we had a more pure religion than any that are around today. But in all accepted history, there is not a single religion that is truthful. There cannot be.

But I absolutely believe in God. Those of us who really, really believe in God, cannot believe in religion. Religion limits God.

So when I talk about God in my teachings, I want you to remember that I'm not talking about a figure, a representation, an idea, or definately not any sort of person. I'm talking about the fabric of all that is.

When I say God, I mean, EVERYTHING.

I don't subscribe to the common names for God in the New Age Movement, either. That's still just name-swapping, and relenquishing your power. I say call God, God. Understand what God means, and mean it when you say it. Otherwise, you're wasting your time.

I won't tell you that you can call God whatever you want, and you'll acheive what I have with my mind. Because you'll be limiting yourself if you don't understand that every atom and everything between them, all idea, and creative power, every star, universe, grain of sand and scrap of ether, each breath, every soul, and evil thought, all deeds, undeeds, and undoing, everything nasty, and cruel and disgusting, all injustice, need, satiation, stardust, emptiness, darkness and expression of love, everything that there is and can possibly ever be, is God.

If you're not ready to believe that you are God, then you're not ready for what I have to teach you.

Believe me, I know there are quite literally billions of you out there not ready. I know that there are some of you who will hate me for saying I'm God. You'll tell me that God will punish me for it.

I'm telling you, there is no punishment. You cannot say or do anything that isn't God. No matter what you think right now.

So if, in the middle of telling you about how to find your mind, I've thrown you for a loop with this God stuff, and I suddenly sound like someone you'd rather be afraid of, it's totally understandable that you'll want to stop reading this. I even understand if you feel it's necessary to leave a nasty comment. I'll probably even leave the comment there, so you can show your friends how smart you are later. It's okay. If you're not that repulsed by the idea of being a living part of Everything, but you still want to hold on to the belief that you are something separate, removed, or below God, then you're still not ready to learn this. You can stop reading now, and go on doing what you were doing before you found my idiot ravings.

But, if you're one of the few who are ready for this, then I'll tell you more.

I've come to the understanding that the mind and the soul are not the same thing. I think that the mind is the appendage of the soul. That's why I'm saying it's the hand of God. It's what your soul uses to operate in various realities, including this physical one.

Your soul is quite literally a part of God. It's the unique expression of individuality in the Sea of Life. Ultimately, your soul can only be an appendage of God.

It's like if your hand had a mind of its own. (Which it does. In fact, it has millions of minds of its own.)

So in order to use the hand of God, you must know that it's there. It's there.

A lot of times, a big part of my mind seems to rest in the back right of my head. Another big chunk of it rests in my chest. There's a long finger of my mind that shoots through the center of my head, and beams out my third-eye for most of the day, and because I know what I know, I purposefully plant my attention (my mind) in the center of my head, in the pituitary gland.

But, at the same time, my mind is in many places in the future, past, and present. I am receiving and processing information at a tremendous rate. Input from my mind comes from the far reaches of time and space, far faster than light. I need only turn my attention toward the source of the constant information to get a better look at it.

Reality exists within the construct of my mind, and my mind exists within the contstuct of reality. That means it's soaking in it.

There is a sea of life that extends beyond the physical realm. An expression of God beyond what you think you can imagine. You are that sea of life, and you are a part of it. It's the whole, "drop of water in the ocean" thing; are you a drop, or part of the whole? You're both. Always.

Remember that thoughts have weight. They've actually been measured. Thoughts are generated by your mind. That means that in the least, your mind can create something that can be physically measured. Think about that, how easy it is to create a thought.

When you believe that your mind, a hand of God, an extension of your soul, can create mass in the universe, you'll easily believe that it can manipulate it. You'll soon come to the conclusion that you are indeed a master of reality, a working piece of the puzzle of life. When you understand that your mind has the ability to see and do anything, then you're ready to put it to its happy work. But where to begin? How do you start focusing your mind?

Your focus is where you're putting your attention.

Are you putting your attention (your mind) in the present? Are you putting your concentration inside someone's body, paying close attention to their individual cells? Are you putting your mind in the past? Remembering the words to a song, reliving a car accident, or the birth of your child? Are you adding numbers? Imagining yourself into the future with addition and multiplication? Traveling to the past to divide and subtract? Are you weighing possiblities? Projecting the outcome of your actions? Are you concentrating on your actions? Listening to water run, the hum of your computer, the cars outside the window? Where is your mind? Where is your attention?

Put it in your head. Stick all of your attention in the center of your head. Picture it. Hear it. FEEL it. Feel your mind resting in your head. Right there in the center. Does it tingle? Does it still want to think about grocery lists, ancient history, cell-division, or Battlestar Galactica? Center it. Find your mind by pulling it to the center of your head. Grab your attention from the rest of reality and focus it right where you want it.

Take as long as you need to do that.

This is your first step. You are defying the forces of nature around you, and you're falling. Fall down, get back up and fall down until you can catch yourself. Then fall down. Get up, fall and catch yourself, fall and catch yourself, fall and catch yourself.

Now stand there for awhile and catch your breath.

Now fall and catch yourself across the room. Grab onto something over there and catch your breath. Okay, now fall and catch yourself back.

You're walking!

Soon you'll be able to walk farther.
Soon it won't take as much effort, or concentration.
Soon you'll be walking around without even thinking about it.

Then you can learn to run.

Find your mind. Take your own time to do it.

If you need a year to learn how to quiet your mind, take it. If you think you can close your eyes and feel your mind right this second, do it. If you think that your mind is a made up bunch of crap, then you're right. If you think it's as real as the heart in your body, you're right. If you're further along on this path than I am, then you can surely laugh a little, and roll your eyes. (But please, if you're some Master of Life, come give me a hand here, after you've had your giggle.)

What I'm saying is, your mind is what you make of it.

If you're ready to focus it, to USE it consciously, then it's going to take some effort. You've got to get it in shape, you've got to know how to use it.

I think in order to use it, you've got to know what it is. That's what I'm trying to help you see with this post. It's everything. Focusing it can be a bitch. But once you've got it, once you can walk, you won't forget how.

Did I get too metaphorical? Was I clear? Do you think you can find your minds?

Please let me know.

Creative Imagination Excercise

(it may help to have someone read this aloud to you.)

Close your eyes and imagine your car. If you don’t have a car, imagine any car and say it is yours. Put that car somewhere in front of you, maybe a few feet away so you can see the whole thing. Look around the car. Take in the air, the surrounding street. Get a good look at your car. Remember to use all your senses. Please close your eyes and imagine.

Now approach your car, and place your hand on it. Is it hot outside? Is your car warm, or cool? Is the window rolled down? Did you set the alarm? Is there rain on your car? Does it smell like metal? Open the door and get in. Once you’ve settled into the driver’s seat and closed the door, look around the inside. Imagine this now, please, paying attention to sights, sounds, smells, and the feel of it.

Start your car and begin to drive. You’re going to drive along your favorite road. Or, you can imagine a new road, just let it take you somewhere outside of the city—you’re heading into someplace wild and free. Pay attention to your driving. Put yourself behind the wheel, and really drive. Reach over and turn on the stereo. Your favorite song is playing. Let the words of your favorite song play across the front of your mind as you drive. If there are no words, make some up. So you should be driving down a gorgeous road that leads into some beautiful place in the wilds of the Earth, listening to music, and actually seeing words run across your mind like subtitles. Imagine this now.

No matter how fast or slow you drive, there is no discomfort. You are looking out the windows, taking in the scenery, listening to music. You can get rid of the subtitles as soon as you’d like.
How does your car smell? Is there air blowing in? Is there an air freshener? Is your seat comfortable? If it isn’t, you should make it so. Up ahead, on the road there is a sign that tells you there’s a scenic overlook ahead, a wide spot to pull off and take in the view. Please imagine this scene now.

When you get to the overlook, pull over, turn off your car, and get out. Place yourself in a beautiful scene. You can be anywhere you’d like, an imaginary place, somewhere you’ve recently been, or your favorite place in the world. Don’t be surprised if the scenery changes a bit from time to time. Don’t let anything alarm you. How does it feel, is there sun, rain, or snow? Is there a wind? What are the scents on the air? Take in all that your senses will allow. Please do this now.

Walk away from your car if you already haven’t. You notice some movement in front of you, and your favorite animal comes into view. That animal approaches you. No matter what, this is a friendly animal. In fact, this animal is your friend. Go to it and touch it. Hug it if you want. Pay attention to the sounds this animal makes, to the feel of its touch, to where it is among your scenery, to how it smells. Spend some time with this animal. Imagine this now.

This animal is now going to take a ride with you. If it seems the car would never hold such an animal, make the car bigger, or better equipped. (Or make the animal small!) Start your car up and continue down the road. Your animal shares the front seat with you, perhaps looking out the side window at the passing scenery. You can turn on your music again if you like. You’re nearing your final destination, but you have one more stop. Imagine this, please.

Your next stop is at a body of water. Any body of water will do. This can be the ocean, a pond, a lake, a river, just make sure it’s somewhere beautiful. Get out, with your animal, and tell it that you’re going somewhere alone. Your animal may wait by the car, or go off on its own, just don’t worry about it anymore. Say goodbye if you’d like, kiss and hug, whatever. Face the body of water and begin walking toward it. Take in the scene again, using all your senses. Stand at the edge of the water and look out across it. Do this now.

Since you’re imagining, anything is possible. You are going to walk on water. Start walking forward. You have control of tensile strengths; you can make the skin of the water solid enough to hold your weight. If you have a fear of water, don’t worry about it, you’re just imagining. You still know your body is somewhere safe.

How does the water feel beneath your feet? What is ahead of you? How’s the sky? Is it sunny outside? Do you smell salt, or fresh water? What sounds do feet walking on water make? Keep walking out across the water. After you’ve gone for a while across it, stop and look down. Do this now, please.

Below you, the water is clear. You can see nearly to the bottom, and it’s a long way down there. You notice there is some sort of structure down there, almost out of sight. Sometimes there’s a winking of lights. In front of you, the water’s skin parts, and you’re able to dive down into the water. Do so.

If you can’t swim, this is perfect, because you discover that you can breathe underwater. You’re floating in water, breathing just fine and swimming (or drifting) down. Swim deeply, feel the water around you. Is it warm? Cool? What’s it like on your skin? Since you can breathe, how does it smell? Do you hear anything? Keep swimming down, down toward the structure below. Imagine this, please.

Once you’ve reached the bottom of your body of water, the structure comes into clear view. It is a city, or a town, or a group of buildings. This place is yours to create. Fill it with underwater sights and sounds. Fill it with people. From now on, you may visit this underwater place and find the people you’ve placed there.

You may ask any questions you like of them, you may stay for tea, or play games, or do whatever you like. See some sights right now, talk to some people. Ask what you’d like. Spend some time underwater, in this town of your creation and pay attention to your senses. Listen to the answers of your questions. Stay as long as you’d like, and when you’ve had enough, return to the surface of the water. Do this now.

Once you’ve found the surface of the water again, and you’re standing on it, take stock of your surroundings, and remember your experiences in the down-under town. Think of your car parked at the edge of the body of water. Without walking back to it, place yourself in front of it. Just think about it, and be there. Is your animal around? If so, you can both get back in your car. If not, don’t worry about it. Get in, start the engine, and start driving someplace new. Please imagine this scene now.

Driving along, you find a straight section of the road. You can drive very fast along this stretch. Watch your speedometer rise as your foot presses the pedal to the floor. What does the scenery around you look like? Does the engine make a different sound? Is your music on? Wind roaring? Go fast. As you’re speeding along, you notice a button on your steering wheel. This button will turn your car into a spaceship. Push it. Your car transforms into a spaceship around you, and you blast off, toward the sky. See this now, please.

Paying attention to how you feel as you race toward space, watch the Earth shrink away behind you. Are you excited? Frightened? What does it feel like, becoming weightless? What does the extreme force sound like? Is your animal beside you? What does it think of all this? You are now going to direct your car toward the sun.

Begin flying quickly toward it. It won’t get too bright, and in fact won’t damage you, or your spaceship car in the least. Fly toward it, and into it. Spear through the center of the sun. What you see beyond the center of the sun I’ll leave up to you. This is the end of your imaginary journey. When you’ve seen through the sun, all you want to see, open your eyes and relax. Think about all you’ve just done. Remember to try and feel where it is in your physical body that you’re seeing and experiencing things.

Mind

Where is my mind?

Most of the time, it's scattered about the universe, concentrating a lot of thought on this reality--physical reality and all that touches it, time, space, dimension, etc. Some of it is otherwhere, seemingly completely detached from these parts that encompass the multiverse.

But sometimes it's greatly focused. Sometimes even those parts of my mind that seem impossible to reign-in, the godly parts, the timeless, ageless, oneness parts of it, can even be trained to a specific task.

It's at those times that my mind shapes and bends the reality in which it dwells.

And that is how I heal.

Most of the time, the scattered concentration of my mind dwells on the immediate past, present, and future. It's not hanging around in my body, like is commonly thought to be its place in this reality. It's exploring the amazing qualities of cause and effect in the universe, more specifically, related to my life in it.

If I can bring my mind to a focused point in the present, if I can stop worrying about the past, future, and the possibilites of reality swirling around my mind, I can literally solidify the possibility of my choice.

When my mind is truly together, I can speak with the fabric of the universe. I can speak to the intricate workings of physical space, mold it, sculpt the tiniest parts of what is, stir the atomic sea.

We all can.

The problem is in focusing. The key to focus is realizing that you're not focused.

Simple, right?

Wrong.

If I truly believed I could pinpoint my mind to its ultimate focus, and practiced it to my fullest potential, I wouldn't have need of typing this. In fact, I wouldn't have need of fingers. I'd be off in the underworks, flitting about as a bit of light, knowing everything there is to know.

Apparently, there's something very important, and very complicated to learn about this physical fabric of what's what. It's what we're all concentrating on, right?

Our minds pay fairly close attention to our bodies, and what's going on around them. Not nearly as much attention as they should, or there wouldn't be aches, pains, and a lot of sicknesses, but enough attention that most people mistake their minds for their brains. Or at least, equate them.

They are not at all the same.

Your brain is a computer. Your mind has access to the computer, but doesn't access most of it, and doesn't spend as much time exploring it as it could.

Your brain works independantly from your mind. If your mind paid your brain no attention at all, it would still function. It would still monitor, record, and direct the body and its experiences. Without a mind, your brain would idle.

But without your brain, your mind would not have access to the experience of your body. This would certainly free your mind to go about other things, but it wouldn't experience the physical realm in the same (excuse the pun) hands-on way.

And then there's the whole, "tied to the body" thing that our minds have going on. I don't know if it's a contract, or just a soul experience that we can't remember, but for some reason, barring death, or ascension, our mind doesn't let go of our brain.

There is always an attachment.

Unfortunately, society at large has been duped into believing that the brain and the mind are the same thing. People usually don't even think about testing the attachment of the two, or changing their relationship, or even examining their relationship.

Once you do, you come to some quick conclusions about the nature of the universe, and the power that we have within it.

Let's talk about how to focus your mind. Let's also talk a bit about common ideas about how to focus your mind, or how to achieve a state of consciousness conducive for healing, or any other aspect of psychic phenomenon.

I have to start with brainwaves, because this is the greatest misconception that that the modern metaphysical world has going on when talking about the mind-body relationship.

It is commonly believed that in order to free your mind from your body, you must lower your brainwaves. That's what this whole Theta thing is about.

That's wrong. In fact, it's the opposite of right.

Your brainwaves lower as a side-effect of your mind letting go of its focus on your body. It's the idling I was talking about earlier.

Brainwaves are measured in increments of speed. Hertz, actually, an electric revolution.

There are four common levels of brain activity--Beta, Alpha, Theta, and Delta.

Beta is the wide-awake brainwave. Your brain is in Beta when you're busy talking, or moving, or working. It's the fastest revolution of waves.

Alpha is slower. Your brain goes into Alpha to envision things, to imagine, and daydream, and see in your mind's eye. It also naturally cycles into Alpha during active dreams, where your brain needs to "see" without your eyes.

Theta is even slower. Theta is the cycle of your brain during deep sleep, or trance. It occurs in dreams, aiding Alpha to construct a realistic view. It's the cycle of your brain for receiving universal information. Why? Because only a slight grip from your mind is on your brain at that point. You've left the driver's seat of your body, and your mind has gone exploring, has connected with the one mind of the multiverse, and begun thinking again, like a creator.

Delta is the slowest of all. It's where comotose people's brains cycle. There's only a finger of your mind left in your body when your brain cycles in Delta. It's almost on autopilot. And your mind is nearly free.

So for years, people have been training their brains. At least, that's what they thought they were doing. What they were really doing was training their minds. Getting the courage to release the tight grip on the brain that the mind believes it needs to continue its brain and body's life. Your brainwaves lower, when you change the focus of your mind. When you pay attention elsewhere.

It's that simple. You don't have to worry about slowing down your brain.

You only have to concentrate on where your mind is focused. Once you do that, your mind leaves your body, and all its restraints, worries, and limitations.

Once your mind is free, you can create. We'll talk about that later.

For now, I'd like you to think about your mind and your brain. Realize that while there is a connection between them, you 're not really focusing much attention on your body, you can even devote less attention to it than you are, and that it's your mind that makes up who you are.

In the next entry, I'm just going to post an exercise in mind, brain, and imagination that I've used throughout my experiences teaching others about refocusing their minds.

Please, try it. Find the focus point of your mind, and use it. And tell me about it. Let me know your experiences with mind, brain, and creative imagination. Ask me to clarify if I've been vague. I'm here to spread the word, and help you get it.

Thanks for joining me.

I'm Writing a Book

Aren't we all writing a book? If you're not, you should. Someone has to get published.

I'm writing a book about my life as a psychic. How I came to know that's what was going on with me, how I was different as a child. It's about my way toward learning my potential, and about how I came to teach others to do the same.

I thought I'd just whip it out.

But that didn't happen. I need to edit it, remove some of the negativity about the whole industry, and even about my own experiences within it. Not that I don't want to be honest. Just that I don't need to be mean.

I thought, however, that to get this blog started, I'd put an excerpt in from the beginning of the book, an introduction into a large part of who I am, a look at who I've been.

To let you know right away, if you're unfamiliar with my presence online, I'm all about "putting it all out there". That's why I'm called Shameless. (That, and the catchy play on my last name, of course.) I really do put it all out there. I'm not going to hide behind the Healer. I don't claim to be anything I'm not, and I lay claim to all I am, which absolutely has to include who I've been.

So you'll be getting the truth here.

And I tend to say it straight.

So here's a bit from the book I'm working on. An autobiographical peek into the world of a psychic. It's called, "Give it Away".

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When I was a kid, weird things happened. I think the funniest thing about who I am now, and what I did for a living for so long, is that I always wanted ESP. I remember being five or six, and watching “Escape from Witch Mountain” and identifying with the poor alien kids, and wishing that I could read minds, and send mental messages, and move objects just by thinking it.

I never realized that I was totally freakin’ psychic the whole time.

I saw colors around people. I “felt” how people felt in a given situation. I always knew who was on the phone. I could tell you exactly what time it was, any time of the day, and I’ve never been able to wear a watch.

I had premonitions. I always guessed my teachers’ ages. Or their weight.

I had prophetic dreams.

When I was fifteen, and I attended military school in Texas, I was awakened from a dream. I ran down the hall to the phone booth and called my parents who were in Idaho. It was sometime early in the morning, like 2:00 or 3:00, so my mom was sleeping when the phone rang.

I asked to speak to my dad.

The conversation with my mom went something like this:
“Can I talk to Dad?”
“What time is it?” and she checked. “It’s the middle of the night.”
“I had a dream, can I talk to Dad?”
“Ummm… He’s asleep.”
“Well wake him up, I need to talk to him.”
“He’s asleep, Kevin. I’m not going to wake him up.”
I thought she was lying to me. I asked, “So he’s there, though?”
“Yes. He’s sleeping. I was sleeping. You should be sleeping. Go back to bed.”
“You’re sure he’s right there? He wasn’t in an accident? He’s okay?”
“Go to bed, Kevin. Your dad is fine.”

I went to bed, but I was none too happy about it. I’d had a dream that my dad was in a car accident. That he’d gone off a cliff, and that he was hurt. But if my mom said he was in bed with her, sleeping, then I figured that’s where he was.

The next morning I received a call from my mom.
“I lied to you last night.”
My heart crunched into a wretched knot, and my mind said, “TOLD you!”

My mom continued, “Your dad was in a car accident last night. It happened just before you called. He’s fine.
“A rock fell off a cliff while he was driving over the pass in Montana. It hit the front of the car, and he swerved, and slammed into the guardrail. I guess it looks like the car had a giant can opener taken to the side. He nearly went off a cliff, but he rode the guardrail to the end, and somehow managed to get back into the road. He’d just picked up a hitchhiker, too. ‘Guess the guy left after that. Dad’s fine.”

There’s a shining example of the things I had to live with.

I learned how to astral project from a friend of mine at military school. I left my body one day, and visited my friend Samara. I was in Texas. She lived in Idaho. I took my astral body to her house, listened-in to the end of her phone conversation, followed her around as she got a glass of milk, and saw her look at herself in the mirror. I saw her mom in the kitchen.

Then I reeled myself back into my body, slid down the hall, and called her.

I told her everything she’d just done, everything I’d just seen, and what she’d said on the phone.
I was dead-on. We both freaked out. If we get together and talk about it, we’ll still freak out.
I spent years reading, and exploring what I could do, finding out what the big names had to say about all of it. I practiced astral projection, and lucid dreaming.

I’m fairly certain I used to cheat on tests by gleaning the answers from either the teachers' minds, or the students, or maybe the collective consciousness. I know there were times when I wouldn’t know and answer, and I’d just relax, and a voice would tell it to me.

As a teenager I always knew when the cops were coming to bust our party. My friends would actually watch for me to get the vibe, (sometimes I’d have to track them down and let them know we should go) and we’d leave—usually with the police pulling around the corner behind us. Ask ‘em, it’s true.

Things got really weird when I was in my early twenties. That’s when my grandma died. Then she came to talk to me.

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After that comes the whole story of why my grandmother came to visit me after she died, and that's before the traveling, and the becoming a professional psychic, and traveling around teaching the technique I helped develop.

I plan to add the entire training manual for that technique, The Orion Technique, in the book I'm writing. It tells you exactly how to use your mind to heal, how to connect with the underlying Flow of the universe, how to be free, and truly creative. We'll certainly be talking about all that here, too.

Please, if you stumble across this blog, and you're interested in this stuff, and you've got a question, leave it as a comment. I'll try and answer.

We can make this an interactive sort of thing.

Thanks for reading!

Blog Statement, Introduction, and Invitation

Hi. In case we haven't met, I'm Kevin Shamel. I'm starting this blog to share a part of my life with you.

My life is not really one life. No one's is, really. Leading several lives in one lifetime, and sometimes several lives all at once, is not an uncommon thing.

In one of the lives I live, I'm an artist. I'm also a writer. I'm a retailer, a father, a husband, a friend. I'm also a healer. To learn more about me, you can check out my website, Shameless Creations. You'll see what I mean about a gob of lives in one.

Some would call me an Intuitive Healer. I could be labeled a Psychic, a Faith Healer (depending upon your faith), a Seer, a Medical Intuitive, a just plain Healer, a Remote Viewer, a guy with ESP, you get what I'm saying.

What I do is use my mind. I use my imagination constructively. I manipulate reality. You do it, too.

That's what this blog is about.

I spent many years as a professional psychic. I've traveled the country teaching seminars about how to do what I do. I have clients all over the world.

I used to be paid quite a lot of money to take sickness away from people, or to tell them a few future possibilities. I spent a long time among many so-called professional psychics (or pick any label from above, or add to the list any of the other names you know). I spent a long time among the needy, the people willing to give over their power and money to anyone who came along with a claim of knowing something they did not. I spent a long enough time in that world, in that life, to be completely turned-off by it.

I left the profession years ago.
I still heal people.
I just haven't taken money for it for a long time.
I'm going to start doing that again.

That's also what this blog is about.

I'll explore with you why I chose to distance myself from the New Age scene entirely. I'll tell you all about why I stopped taking money for my work, and why I've decided to come out of retirement, and begin taking money in exchange for my services again.

I'm also going to share with you what I know.

We're going to explore our minds together. I'm going to show you how to heal people.

And don't worry. It's simple.

I've taught, quite literally, thousands of people how to focus their minds, how to free themselves from their preconceived restraints and understand that not only do they have the capacity to heal people, to see inside bodies, and buildings, and lives, but that they do it unconsciously, all the time.

If you take this journey with me, you will come out knowing simple truths that will change your lives forever. Seriously.

In this blog you'll learn about:

Brain Waves (with an emphasis on Theta)
Healing
Your Mind
The Fabric of Consciousness
Seeing the Futures
Focus
Freeing Your Imagination
Creating Reality
Mitochondria (and their true role in Life)
Indigo Children
New Evolution

And how I got to where I am, which will probably include things about great books, mentors, dreams, astral projection, conscious thought, hypnosis, prophecy, speaking with the 'dead', ancient wisdom and technology, poetry, laughter, auras, arguing psychics, lying snake-oil salesmen, deception and the New Age business machine, love, religion, channeling, time-travel, drugs, and much, much more.

It's going to be fun.

And you might learn a thing or two.
And you might teach it to someone else.
And it might spread around.
And then, in one of my lives, I will accomplish something great.

So here we go...